If it’s all I ever do…
You must feel frustrated, angry and hurt right now. I understand and take responsibility for the drama, the bad temper and the un-gentleman actions that I did and has destroyed our relationship. You have told me many times yet I did not listen.
I feel so much pain now and feel so guilty that I was responsible for you feeling alone, hurt and embarrassed. I feeling hurt now too. My actions has caused the loss of my best friend, my lover and my life partner.
Dear, I know there are no words that can make up for what I caused. While I pray for your forgiveness I do not and can not expect it. I am truly sorry…
Here’s a song that I want to share with you that made me cry.
If it’s all I ever do
by Anders Johansson
Oh my love.
The first time that you spoke my name
It somehow sounded not the same
Was like I knew from the moment on
And this is what I’m living for, faith had opened up the door
And who am I to say that heaven could be wrong
If it’s all I ever do
I would give my heart to you
And I will do it faithfully until the end of time
When they carve my name in stone
At least I know they’ll know
That in this life I made mistakes but I did one thing right
‘Cause I was meant forever loving you
If it’s all I ever do oh. my love
Baby when I look at you standin’ there so pure and true
Don’t know what I did to deserve
The way you smile, the way you touch, the way you’re kissing me so much
I must be the luckiest man in the whole wide world
If it’s all I ever do
I would give my heart to you
And I will do it faithfully until the end of time
When they carve my name in stone
At least I know they’ll know
That in this life I made mistakes but I did one thing right
‘Cause I was meant forever loving you
If it’s all I ever do oh. my love
You’ll do anything on earth for me
And it makes me love you more
‘Cause baby you’re the only love I need
If it’s all I ever do
I would give my heart to you
And I will do it faithfully until the end of time
When they carve my name in stone
At least I know they’ll know
That in this life I made mistakes but I did one thing right
‘Cause I was meant forever loving you
If it’s all I ever do oh. my love
If it’s small matter, try to be patient before it’s too late.
Here’s hoping that things work out ya.
what if you are the one who is not in the wrong?
…it sounds sad,but hope you are ok by now…just be strong *hugs*
Eventhough I do not know what has really happened.. But I always want u guys to be happy with each other.. Problems do occur but this is the process of learning.. And Learning is smth that we must not skip in our life as it would definitely help us now and ever..
May You Be Happy Always.. God Bless You and Him..
~J~
Jason Siah